Getting on Tumblr ALWAYS makes me sad reading love quotes, why god, WHY must I feel strongly for someone who never felt the same for me?! Why did I fuck up our something special? I know things happen for a reason, but I can’t ever forget him as long as our ties are as close as they are… When he moves on I will not take it well… I have him on a pedestal and I dare not knock him off. He is one of a kind to me and I doubt I will ever find someone as special as him. I will forever compare the guys I date to him… My love life will never be the same….
If you are so frequently in love If you prefer it all to me then my love You go down the longest road to nowhere You pull it apart and you’re just left there
How the popular guy in high school NOW admits that he had a thing for you.. my momma called it!
But thinking about someone 24/7 will not allow me to forget. I feel completely prisoner to what ever it was we shared and by every thought that consumes my mind. Which is why I never wanted to tell him my feelings to begin with, not even in that first talk on the phone. I feel obsessed and helpless at the same time.
I can not stress enough how important it is to be honest with yourself. When you find yourself creating nonsense to push someone important away it leaves you feeling emptier than you were before the nonsense. Lieing to get what you “think” you want is just as hurtful to yourself as it is to the people involved in the lie. Although being honest can be tough and make you feel vulnerable at least you leave the situation knowing you held nothing back.